Yesterday I ate 1 piece of French toast, 1 glass of orange juice, a granola bar, a hot dog, small bowl of cottage cheese, some French bread,  some apple juice and ½ a chicken enchilada. This is pretty typical for what  I eat in a day.

 

Today I ate 5 pieces of French bread with peach jam on them, 2 glasses of orange juice, 1 large pack of fruit snacks, a peanut butter granola bar, a turkey sandwich, 2 smallish bags of chips, applesauce, pepsi, about ½ cup of cookie dough, 3 cookies, pepsi again, 2 candy bars, gummy bears, sweet and sour meatballs on rice, ice cream and more pepsi.

Would this count as binge eating? Stress eating? Or is this what normal people eat??

Also, I watched 3 reruns of Greys Anatomy. All today.

I am not stressed (more than usual) I am not depressed, I feel fine. Slightly irritated, but fine-ish.

Maybe it’s the 10 diesel trucks/machinery outside my house ripping out my road at 7 am. Maybe its Kenaley finding her inner urge to scream NONSTOP all day today. Maybe it is the sore neck/back I have had today. Could be the fact that I have an extra child here today and tomorrow.  Might be that laundry is taunting me and I feel that if I keep my hands busy with food I won’t be able to do laundry. Maybe it’s the cough that my boys woke up with, accompanied by their dad’s trade mark “I don’t feel good and so I am going to make you more miserable than I am” attitude.  

I dunno.

 One thing is for sure,I am feeling sluggish and weighed down by all the junk I have put in my mouth today.

I don’t think I like binge eating.

But there is some more French bread on my counter that is calling my name…and probably the ice cream too.

Somebody stop me.




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